I will keep the bad things from you.

Well I'm lonely like you're lonely but only cause it's thrown me like it's thrown you I don't own you, and my darling you don't own me. It's kicking and it's yelling and it's bruising and it's swelling. But the writing is on the wall and we both know what it's been telling us to do. Well I'm crying and you're crying into silent salty lakes. The road has turned to ice and we haven't any breaks, so while the wall keeps getting closer I fear it's too late not to break our hearts.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I hate myself so much

I am about ready to find a carving knife and rip open my flesh and pull out all this disgusting bubly white fat thats covering my bones.
I want to RIP IT OFF.
So fucking badly.
I have never been more disgusted or ashamed of myself.
I am ugly worthless and fat and it PISSES ME OFF.
I am going to go cut myself.
<3 dreams.="" good="" night="" p="" sweet="">CHEERS

1 comment:

noneMay 18, 2011 at 12:52 PM
hey babe. I'm sorry you are feeling so down. I hope you are doing better this morning. You are not the only one who feels this way. Stay strong and keep fighting<3
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