Tired

Its that time of year when I can't see the fucking point anymore.
Everything is just so exhausting.
I keep trying for the people I love but guilt can only go so far.

I don't even care anymore.
If I get desperate enough I'll cut myself in a crowded room.

Purging in public doesn't even phase me.

I stopped looking for reasons to stay a long time ago.
All I want to do is sleep.

I'm so done with being stuck in a life I'm not living.
I'm such a coward but I'm too tired to really give a fuck.