I will keep the bad things from you.

Well I'm lonely like you're lonely but only cause it's thrown me like it's thrown you I don't own you, and my darling you don't own me. It's kicking and it's yelling and it's bruising and it's swelling. But the writing is on the wall and we both know what it's been telling us to do. Well I'm crying and you're crying into silent salty lakes. The road has turned to ice and we haven't any breaks, so while the wall keeps getting closer I fear it's too late not to break our hearts.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Don't leave I'm lonely

I wish when you say that you have to go that I had the courage to tell you not to. Sometimes I just need you more than you know. I hate goodbyes more than you do I promise. Goodbyes for me are always permanent. I never want to say goodbye to you.

Are any of you there?

Friday, August 20, 2010

I gained a pound. Got blood taken and my arm looks fucking disgusting. I would have rather she stabbed me with a knife. Needles are gross.

Depressed again.
I miss Samantha. There's no way I could even begin to explain all the things I've been through with her. I wish I could run away to Jersey just so I can spend the weekend on her couch <3
I wonder if she knows how much I miss her.
I love you all. Goodnight stay strong.