Saturday, August 21, 2010

Don't leave I'm lonely

I wish when you say that you have to go that I had the courage to tell you not to. Sometimes I just need you more than you know. I hate goodbyes more than you do I promise. Goodbyes for me are always permanent. I never want to say goodbye to you.

Are any of you there?

Friday, August 20, 2010

I gained a pound. Got blood taken and my arm looks fucking disgusting. I would have rather she stabbed me with a knife. Needles are gross.

Depressed again.
I miss Samantha. There's no way I could even begin to explain all the things I've been through with her. I wish I could run away to Jersey just so I can spend the weekend on her couch <3
I wonder if she knows how much I miss her.
I love you all. Goodnight stay strong.