148.8lbs

Getting back on track.
I love being able to restrict.
Julia is pissed.
She keeps saying I need to eat.
Fuck her and her double standards.
Fighting-if you can call it that- with Eric.
He's pissed at me.
Seems I can't do anything right.
Got my first cigarette in 3 months yesterday.
Got so dizzy I almost passed out.
Felt fantastic.
Grounded.
Not allowed to go for walks.
Not allowed over Eric's house.
Not that Eric cares.
Fucking tired.
More later.
<3 stay strong

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No thanksgiving dinner

Nothing.
I stayed at Eric's house for most of the time.
Just when I was beginning to get over him he shows up.
I love him.
My hoodie smells like him.
I hate myself.
I want to die.
I'll give updates later.
Goodnight.
<3 stay strong
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