I am about ready to find a carving knife and rip open my flesh and pull out all this disgusting bubly white fat thats covering my bones.
I want to RIP IT OFF.
So fucking badly.
I have never been more disgusted or ashamed of myself.
I am ugly worthless and fat and it PISSES ME OFF.
I am going to go cut myself.
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