Saturday, November 26, 2011

148.8lbs

Getting back on track.
I love being able to restrict.
Julia is pissed.
She keeps saying I need to eat.
Fuck her and her double standards.
Fighting-if you can call it that- with Eric.
He's pissed at me.
Seems I can't do anything right.
Got my first cigarette in 3 months yesterday.
Got so dizzy I almost passed out.
Felt fantastic.
Grounded.
Not allowed to go for walks.
Not allowed over Eric's house.
Not that Eric cares.
Fucking tired.
More later.
<3 stay strong

CHEERS

1 comment:

  1. why are you fighting?
    but hunney, eat something. passing out doesnt help anything, itll just make ppl look after you and force you to eat. so eat a LITTLE bit in order to not pass out. itll help you more in the long run!

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