I will keep the bad things from you.

Well I'm lonely like you're lonely but only cause it's thrown me like it's thrown you I don't own you, and my darling you don't own me. It's kicking and it's yelling and it's bruising and it's swelling. But the writing is on the wall and we both know what it's been telling us to do. Well I'm crying and you're crying into silent salty lakes. The road has turned to ice and we haven't any breaks, so while the wall keeps getting closer I fear it's too late not to break our hearts.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Tired

Its that time of year when I can't see the fucking point anymore.
Everything is just so exhausting.
I keep trying for the people I love but guilt can only go so far.

I don't even care anymore.
If I get desperate enough I'll cut myself in a crowded room.

Purging in public doesn't even phase me.

I stopped looking for reasons to stay a long time ago.
All I want to do is sleep.

I'm so done with being stuck in a life I'm not living.
I'm such a coward but I'm too tired to really give a fuck.

1 comment:

Katie ElizabethNovember 21, 2012 at 7:34 AM
Hang in there sweetie. I know it's tough and you've been struggling for quite some time. But you are beautiful and you should keep living, for anyone that means something to you, including yourself. Stay strong dear.
XOXO
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